it has been long
since my last blog
i am drifting away from you,
also
drifting towards something else.
my life, you shouldn't be bothered
sad memory,
just let it being erased
by
the forever-moving time.
i pray
you don't remember me
and
you won't remember me in future.
there are many many things
that i want to tell you
keep telling myself to stop dreaming
and yet,
seeing you still make me tortured
it's like living in the hell
that keep walking while not knowing what is going to happen for the next seconds.
maybe being with you,
is always that tiring.
so
i hide away my smile
in front of you
although i don't even have one.
and whatever i say
will be just like flowing water,
it makes me feel cold.
Therefore,
i will keep quiet
till the day i disappear,
as you wish
from your life.
To put a full stop on something,
you got to be 100% determined
regardless of anything you going to sacrifice.
you play boy?!
well
it's your life anyway.
---------------------------------------------
since i know you will never see this post
here is something for you
sleep more whenever you have time,
love your body;
go to washroom whenever you need,
as you really need to pamper yourself more;
although life sometimes does not allow you
to be carefree,
give yourself a free-thought day,
your smile will light up ppl's day;
cut down on smoking if you want to,
as it spoils your image sometimes;
live for yourself,
care not about others,
and cherish life.
there is a reason for me to say
you are good,
so believe what i said
as what i always believe.
:DLabels: how painful my heart is, you will never know.
